The Pair
My subjects of conversation no longer interest, when we spoke to him of plans common, we ran into with the wall of silence, or of at this moment we must speak of that? in a tone, by all means of annoyance. We did not hit upon to give the name exactly to our relation of pair, lived confused and hoping that perhaps, tomorrow or to the rat, everything is different. But no, the sensation of not having the person that we more want in our life, that one or that one that we have chosen so that he is our companion of life, are not available for us emotionally speaking, it is a heartrendering, discouraging condition and per moments, we touched the feeling of the lack of affection, the coldness and the solitude. Independent of it reasons, a parallel relation, a mix-up of personalities, not to tolerate to the family of the other, problems in the work, fights with the extensive family, the death or disease of a relative, beyond feeling us shared in common, we felt left, lazy the drift. In addition without a reasonable explanation for it. The circumstances can be varied and with an infinite amount of possibilities, but while we are there, in that place of the one of the retirement, in that position of distance, the reason does not reach to express ours to feel. When some of the members of the pair, no longer decides to be with the pair, is conscious or unconsciously, it leaves so to the other in a vulnerability state, that it is not guessed right to include/understand and the questions arise in which still is involved in the relation: Will be I? Perhaps I am not including/understanding what it is happening? He is that poor, it has so many problems, in its life, in its work, with its family.